Spiritual warfare!  It can sure create havoc in my life!  Oh, how it creeps up on me.  Quietly, slowly, but then before I know it, it's out of control and I can't see my way through the thick of it.  But, as always, God is there for me.  I just have to take a breather, recognize that Satan is at the heart of it all, and cry out to God for His deliverance.  And, of course, He's there for me.  Always there for me!  I drift so far from Him, but He never drifts from me.  He patiently waits for me to return and call out to Him for help.  And then He rescues me.  Oh, Thank You God!  I can breathe again.  I can see the light of His face again.  A face that never turned away from me.  A face that shines His grace down on me.  And when it's all over, a face that forgives me.  My Jesus, My Savior, My deliverer, My all-in-all!  Thank you, Jesus!  Thank you for a forgiving husband!  Thank you for giving me weapons to fight the battles with!  Thank you for growing me and stretching me!  Thank you for calling me to this ministry with American Indians!  Thank you for the spirutal warfare!   Thank you for rescuing me!  James 4:7